:(

it hasn't always been good.
but these years, i've/we've been trying to build a closer relationship.
and it's been good and I'm proud of it and very happy about it.
but then things like this happen (a small thing) and it seems like the relationship is so fragile.

i must have been a bad example.
good intentions can be taken the wrong way.
which leads me to think about other things and how it must have felt when sth similar like this happened..

maybe it's the rain after a mostly nice weekend.
and I'm depressed that it's Monday.  
I'm not good at dealing with changing weather and bad coffee in the morning..

sweating at the gym didn't help this time.
so hopefully a hot shower will!